Lost the Plot

Have you ever been going along just fine, things have been going well and suddenly you just lose the plot?

I feel like I have lost the plot with my weight loss lately.

I don’t know if it’s just a funk I am in lately or all the stress that has happened with the site switches and everything. Or maybe it’s just that I’m very sensitive and the fact that ALL my girlfriends are in a moody funk right now is getting to me.

I tell myself I won’t gain the weight back. And I know, on some level, that I won’t. But I’ve still gained this week and I don’t like it one bit.

The thing that pisses me off a bit is the fact that I’ve been pretty good. I haven’t been perfect, but most of my indulgences have come in the form of yummy hummus, having a veggie burger on bread instead of just alone.

Of course, tomorrow the husband and I are heading out on an overnighter. It shouldn’t be a big deal food wise (the place we’re going to has fantastic food, but it’s good, natural food) but food is still a stress to lately.

I can handle two days. Easy. But I know that when we get back, I need to go through the cupboards, get rid of anything detrimental to my health objectives, stock up on my meal replacement stuff and, most importantly, get back to exercising.

For now I’m just going to try not to stress about it too much. I’ve still lost more weight than I ever have. I just need to get a grip on things before I go back to my big pants…