The Bloke had to leave last night to head back to Melbourne for a few days before he actually starts his new job. A day and some of training down there, and then he gets going up here on Wednesday.
I promised myself that, while I had started to take care of myself in general ways, Valentine’s Day would be the day I got back on the scale and started a more structured health plan.
Strangely enough, I wasn’t scared getting on the scale (the Wii Fit scale, that is). I knew what I felt like at my top weight and I wasn’t feeling that way. Sure, a few more items of clothing wouldn’t fit and I looked a little heavier in the mirror, but I didn’t feel the bloated yuck I always felt in the past when my weight shot up.
So much for knowing.
I’ve reached a new top weight. Sigh. And while it isn’t heaps above the old top weight, it’s still a new top that I never thought I would see.
Usually this would have me crying and telling myself how disgusting/lazy/etc I am for letting myself get this far, but I’m not. I’m not happy I’m here, but I’m not letting it influence my mood, either.
I’m reminded of the borrowed post and thinking, “Today I can cry about reaching a new top weight or I can think about how it will be even more amazing when I reach a healthy weight.”
Who would have thought I would get to this point?
I’m already prepared for healthier eating with plenty of green things – love spinach leaf salads! – and there’s a new reason I’m getting more exercise than usual…
Eleven week old Brin is a big handful already and has been adding to my activity levels! I’m looking forward to when we can go on walks together. (At the moment, he hates the lead with a passion.)
So things are on the up and up again. Bendigo is such a better environment than Ringwood, we actually have a house to live in instead of a flat or unit, we have a new puppy… I’m ready for the next stage of life.

Hi all! Welcome back to Monday weigh in here on Finally Getting Fit. I didn’t weigh in last week because it was my first wedding anniversary, but now it’s time to face the music and see what kind of damage (if any) there is to deal with.
That’s right; I’m not weighing in today.